I got over an obstacle by stepping onto another obstacle that was still growing.

Now that I'm at the other side,

I realised that I shouldn't have went down.

I struggle to climb up,

Seems like I'm back to step one.

One month gone just like this. 1/12

It's been a while since I felt truly happy.

Empty happiness 

How does it feel,

for that I have forgotten.

Smiles and laughter only adds on weight to the frown in the end.

-Depression-

Days pass by,

Everything seems so dull,

People just come and go,

Reality sure is harsh.

Everytime I ask myself,

So.. what is the purpose of life?

Sad to say,

I couldn't find an answer.

Over and over,

Never ending loop of this vicious cycle.

Finally one after so long. haha

I need someone to talk to badly.

Baday

What a bad day boo

Did some weird exercise and now I can't even do a sit up and my tummy hurts.

Had riding public road test today and I failed, more or less because I didn't horn at some jaywalker.

Jaywalkers forever ruining my public road tests, even for class 3 >:(

I lost my pen. Again. And again.

My key had something attached to it. Had. It's goneeee and ahhhhhhh

My phone fell screen first onto the floor and it died.

My portable charger died on me too x.x

But it's okay there are many good things that happened too.

^-^c

There was a sigh.

A sigh of relief.

A sigh of disappointment.

More of the latter though..

What if that imaginary scenario was real.

Well it was close.

I don't know how to say it but 

Wa I'm getting heavier LOL

One more dog coming to the house on feb 10 wew we dog house now.

x)

Need an earpiece dahhh